I’m so sick of our bullshit economy, money, system.
I hate that to make a good living, you have to basically scam somebody somewhere. You know, legal scamming. Aka “marketing”. Don’t tell me it’s not true, I’ve got a business degree. horrific, I know haha. but It really opened up my eyes and made me realize how this society really works .. and how I don’t wanna be a part of it. not much of a choice, but I don’t wanna add to the problem, at least.
Like right now, I’m studying my ass off to become a holistic nutritionist. I could fly through the program not learning much, and pretend I do. hell, where I live you don’t even need a course, anybody can offer nutrition services, even without a course of any kind, and bullshit their way through awesome paychecks. (you just can’t call yourself a registered nutritionist.)
but no, I actually wanna help people heal themselves, not just offer services so I can make money! I reaaaally hope that one day I can find a way to live off of really low money, so I can hopefully offer my services for barely anything, or even for free.
if a client comes in, and I can tell my field isn’t gunna help this person, I’m NOT gunna pretend it can. I’ll refer them to the right service, you know? not waste their time and money by making them come back, if I know I’m not gunna be able to help them.
it also bothers me as a canadian, that you can go to the doctors and get pills for almost anything, which most of them just cover up the symptoms, and cause other problems, not cure the original problem, by the way .. and you can do that for free (not the pills, but the doctor visits), but natural alternatives aren’t covered so they cost so much. even though they truly heal most people. and the people that need it the most, usually are the ones who can’t afford it.
just. ugh. ;-; I’m gunna stop before I burst with anger hahaha, but fuck, I just wanna make a change, a good change, however small it may be.